Just can't get over this crap

I haven't written in a few days so here is how things have been going. Still working on the job ordeal think I have a lead. (better than people I know working ob ideas that will never work)
Friday we went to Jackson and let lola play with lil bit, blooper, and pepper "bitter". After Playing with the pups we went to david's parent house and played with the kiddos and went to eat at the best mexican resturant ever MARGARIAS. Saturday while David studied I went to the Mississippi State Band Competition for 4A and 5A. (my cousins were playing for pearl where it was held. As I was there being the big Southern Miss Fan that I am I made sure to keep up with the score while I was there. Southern Miss won like 43-6 go my eagles. Pearl took first go pearl congrats chris and dianna love you like a booger guys. Then on Sunday I watched the best movie with my awesome husband. Gran Torino best movie i have seen in a long time. loved it. the i got to see my saints win the end of my saints win the end of their game yay ... who dat!? hell just might freeze over this year if the saints go to the superbowl. Geaux Saints they are 6-0. I have to say living the drama free life sure does pay off. I am glad I got rid of the TRASH in my life and made my life a whole lot less stressful cause i am better than that.

Hey man why dont you get a job

Wow what a day I mean first I get up at the wrong time to go and get my fingerprints done for a job I am trying to get. Then I have to drive to Purvis to the School board office to turn in my application to sub and wait til Thursday to get fingerprinted. Still no job.Still waiting. I proceeded to head towards to a salon that someone told me about in Hattiesburg so I went there but still no hit yet. After the salon I had to drive to Jones and turn in some more paper work for my finiacial aid which the lady told me I am officially caught up now. **exciting** I soon got depressed when I went to the bookstore and found out how much my books were going to cost. From Jones I made my way back to Hattiesburg and put in an application at the Y thinking that would be a good job well I filled it out they were so nice until this really mean lady said when I turned my app in I dont know why you filled this out we ain't hiring. Kinda rude huh I thought so anyways. So back to the house I go. Sad Day. Oh well tomorrow is another day. Wish me luck something is bound to come up soon.

The Broken Plate, Broken Heart

Ever get that gut raging feeling in the pit of your stomach when you come home and your husband was nice and just did the dishes. Its like you are so happy that he did them you dont know what to say your just happy that he did them. Then it happens you look over in the cabinet and see it. The first broken plate from your set you get at your wedding. You feel a tear roll down you cheek. He doesn't know why your crying he probably thinks your crying cause your happy that he cleaned the kitchen, but you know its about the plate. Oh what to do so you wipe your tear tell yourself it will be ok and you have more plates.
Why do we get so upset over things so little such as plates breaking. Is it because we are women or because of sentimental value or what i dont know. I know when it happened to me I was just beyond myself to find out my plate was chipped. It nearly broke my heart to see my lovely plate in that condition. It was like all the plates I had didn't compare to that one plate. My sentimental value in that one plate was gone. oh well no use crying over spilled milk anymore what is done is done.

*~*Brightfully chilly with nothing to do*~*

What a boring day to day was. After church we were probably the two most laziest people ever. I played online all day and David watched movies all day. The only time we got up was to take Lola for a little small walk on the trace. LAZY is what we were and boring. I did happen to find out something interesting though... it take 43 muscles to frown and 17 to smile interesting huh. oh what they internet will tell you. This was almost how lazy we were today. Iam telling you It was Chilly and we just didnt want to get up so we didnt.
So its been kinda cool here in the HAT and Bad Bad cloudy its almost like the sun dudnt like us anymore. I hate the cold but I love autumn dont like winter but love spring. summer is too hot so i guess today i am not appeaseable.

That is about it for our day. It was a lazy good for nothing day. other than bhurch and walking lola we did nothing.. maybe i will have a story tomorrow or a life lesson to share.
jennifer

*~*The perfect day that ended with the Black out Game*~*

Ever had just a really great day. I had one of the best days. I woke up late thought about things washed the clothes or "cloths" as me and shea spell it but that is a whole other story to tell lol. I just chilled all day and didn't have a care in the world. It was rather peaceful. I decided to stay behind while David went to his ABC Construction meeting. So, Lola and I went on a walk down the trace in the cold her in her lovely jacket and I all bundled up like it was seriously 20 below but hey I get cold easy. We came back in and I played around online and then got ready to go to the best event of the year in Southern Miss Football. Thats right THE BLACK OUT GAME. For those of you who read this and don't know the black out game rocks because I believe and this is what I was told but after Hurricane Katrina and most of the lights in the city were out but there was a game scheduled and everyone wore black to the game to represent the lights being out so its kinda been a yearly thing since 2005. It is usually a fun game and we usually win which we did 36-16 to memphis. LOVE IT!!! This is the shirt they had this year for sale which I will go buy on Monday cause I forgot to go and buy mine this year. I also took pics of the guys playing, the cheerleaders,... etc... i'll try to add some tomorrow when blogger is working better for now they will be on facebook along with the videos. But I will put the pic of me and David on here freezing at the game. Overall It was a really good day and I hope tomorrow is just like it cause today was a blast.

?Do you know what I mean... I mean seriously?

I have SEROIUSLY been wandering lately what the meaning of alot of things are. Why people do certain things and say certain things. I have also began to think that when people used to tell me that I was a bad person that I really wasnt a bad person it was just them covering thier own insecurities about themselves. In life we are told in Sunday School that we are going to LIE, on occasion cheat, and do other sins because no one is perfect. I personally do not like to be lied to nor do I like to be called a liar when I know that I am not. Recently it has come to my attention by someone that I thought was a friend that they thought that I was a liar because I didnt see things thier way. Kinda hurts you know. I mean SERIOUSLY. I am not a LIAR and my Husband knows everything that I do. I respect his wishes that is why we have a strong marriage. I mean come on now stay in your own world and I'll Stay in mine SERIOUSLY...

Anyways on a happy note. David and are looking forward to going to the Southern Miss Game tomorrow. He has been doing really well in school just please pray that he gets an intership next summer for his class so he can graduate in December 2010. Anyways we have to go to the ABC TENT tomorrow and woo the people to hopefully get an internship with one of them. We will keep our fingers crossed. We will also keep our fingers crossed on Southern winning tomorrow as well. (SERIOUSLY I hope we win TO THE TOP)

I had a VERY productive day today. I have finally figured out what I am going to do while I am in school and waiting on David to finish with his school. (Yes I did say Me finish my school again) I am going to school to do Medical Office Technology//Transciption I am super excited about all of this as well. I went to school today to turn in my financial aid right as they were closing the door and realized that I drove all the way out there and didn't bring my marriage license so I have to back on Monday and see if everything is approved GOSH this is going to make me go crazy SERIOUSLY> ( I think I got the word from grey's anatomy) I like cutting hair but I think being manager I just got burnt out on it and when I worked at a doctors office before I loved it. for some odd reason I love organizing and filing.... hmmmm go FIGURE!!!!

Lola Got a new Coat to day and if my computer is willing I will put the pictures on the here of it and show you as well as the video. She is so funny in it she just prances around in it and thinks she is the queen bee of the apartment complex. We saw some guys outside and they just thought she was the cutest thing or at least that is what they said about her. (she is rather adorable) We had to get her a coat because Min Pin's are very Climental**is that a word** dogs and they can't be cold at all or they won't go to the bathroom so to say. She loved it and actually went to the bathroom in it better than she did this morning without it. She was funny here is her video of her PRANCING in it. LITERALLY....!!! SEROUSLY she thinks she is a princess.

Overall other than the lying drama I think that today was a very promising and good day. David and I had fun at Wal-Mart playing around and hoping for an even better one tomorrow at the game.

Do you ever feel like Pinocchio and someone else is pulling your strings

Lately I have been pushed and pulled in every way you can possibly imagine. I am a big pushover and believe almost anything you hear. I was raised in a good Southern Baptist home and very proud of it. My parents taught me very well and never let me down when it came to raising me on values. Lately I have let my values go a little. You see I listened to other people when it came to my relationship with my husband (my first mistake) It is one thing when you ask for advice, its another when people just give you thier opinion and you take it (my second mistake) I was told several things by a person to teach my husband a lesson and make him basically my slave so I could do what I wanted to do. It was just some of the most un orthodox things that I had ever heard of doing that finally made me think this could honestly hurt him. It wasnt until I talked to my BFF AMY and she was like "Jennifer just go home to him and tell him you love him ask him how he feels and be done with it, what they are telling you to do is BS" So I thought about it and It was BS and it was more than what that they were wanting me to "teach" him in the lesson as they so called it. I realized talking to him on the phone while I was in the process that I loved David so much that I didnt want to hurt him and this stuff I was considering doing was going to seriously hurt him and scar him for a while so I left and chose not to do this un-orthodox thing to him that I was not raised to do. I had never seen anyone who loved each other want to hurt the other person and I didnt want to do that to him. I love him with all my heart and he knows that and we are a stronger couple now because of all this. I also realized that one of these people have been jerking me around for a while now. I wasn't until this incident that made me realize that I am noone's pinocchio or puppet so to say and I don't want any one to be my puppet as well.

Its like riding a bike up hill, til you get to ride down then its all worth your while.

What in the world to say about summer and lately. Time flies when your young. The impossible wait til one year of marriage finally came and went. the cake was eeeee ok we ate some because you just do. We still have our child dog as we call her. She is rotten as we say. But you cant help but love her. I recently got a chance to go back and dance with my old dance team as an alumni Hi-Stepper and loved it so much and plan on going back next year. David is good. He is fianally seeing the light at the end of the rainbow in college and the anticipation is killing him. I quit cuttin hair at the mall for some reason not to disciss in a blog but face to or through a text but lets just say they did me wrong. Life hasnt always been just a smooth and peaceful ride though since I last blogged. We have had so MANY obstacles getting in our way recently from money to people getting involved to everthing else you can think of its happened. After it was all said and done though I have realized that through it all I was not putting all my faith and trust in God and I was trying to handle things my slelf and seek out others help when I should have been seeking out God. Once I started seeking him everything started to work out more. Things just became easy again. its like when your a kid and you ride your bike up a hill its hard to peddle up but once you get to the top it is so freaking fun to ride down with the wind blowning in your face and you can say wow I did that because I had faith to do it. Once God had Control it was like omg where is my stress I can breath again and I didnt have to worry about what people thought I just let the "wind" so to say hit me in the face and went with the flow. Good News is most of my problems to date are solved bad news is I still need a JOB that pays this time. (my last job didbt pay me and wont) I am going to try subbing I think but we arent sure yet so Please pray about that and other things that might come open. oh well. make sure you go on face book and watch us dance for homecoming at hindscc to beat it we did so good. here are some of our pictures.....